Chilling out the boring way

I have been very busy lately, and I found some time chill out. So I went to an "entertainment" outlet near my Parents home to read ,play online games(MapleStory......ect) and do my bloging! This book is so hard to understand even it is said to be a beginner's guide, it is still fucking hard to "adsorbed"????? or maybe I just too tired......fuck it!!!!!!!!